They say that people change
But some, will not make any changes at all
habits.attitude.words.even style

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri

mohon maaf lahir dan batin

heey Dad

I am daddy's Princess. As I said, he treats me like a princess.

papa.. waking me up in the morning, even served breakfast
papa.. driving me long way to campus, so i'm not late for my morning class
papa.. pick me up, anywhere anytime..
papa.. text or even call, at least twice a day. just check up on me
papa.. never mad at me
papa.. he can fix almost anything. House ware, electronic, even my bad mood.
papa.. always give what best for me
papa.. sorry if I ever let you down, I haven't make u proud of me yet..
but , someday I will..

I heart DAD

Sometimes the feelings you really mean, are found in the letters which you write and never send

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow
is enough to get me through today

If I can't fly, are you willing to be my wings?

Drop old habits if you want a better life!

Step into higher standarts and choose a new type of person to be with

Don't let anyone make you feel like 

you don't deserve what you want

If something truly makes you smile,

then why the hell would you want to let it go?

Sometimes, we need to forget what we want

and just remember what we need

and what we deserve

I hate to be with someone who doesn't know

how to have a quality time.

It's quality , not quantity

There comes a time when you have to choose

between turning the page and closing the book

"She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me"

it's Jkt Wedding Festival 2010

Entrance. 30 July - 1 Aug 2010

My desk. Vendors map. Rundown. and my snacks ;)

"If you don't like how things are, change it."

Ladiieess, always remember
"You should have a guy that makes you feel happier, not upset "

behind the camera

Photoshoot at MORE studio . As a birthday present for Dede Devita.
Happyy Birthdaaayy Aayy !!

Thanks to Siti Mpok for the make up

Dini.Dede.Dyas.Mpok.Anien

recently added

Ginger "Shrek" doll as a souvenir from Universal studio . Thank youuu.. its so cutee!

"It's so fluffy !! im gonnaa diieee..." Despicablely FUNNY

got this from Anien's cousin, randomly at family gathering. It can changes color just put it into cold water.

went fishiing at Sawangan. *honestly i don't get the interesting point

bought this kind of black-silk-high waist skirt which i always wanted

@ MORE studio

Happy 60th Birthday Mama Rosa

feelin low

it's like i wanna sing it, scream and shout

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

no one like..

let's sing..

Beautiful girls all over the world, I could be chasing
But my time would be wasted, they got nothing on you, baby
Nothing on you, baby
They might say hi, and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry, about what they say
'Cause they got nothing on you, baby
Nothing on you

Testimonials for Afid

Thanks to Laura. Nice words. Xoxo
http://cestlamademoiselle.blogspot.com/2010/05/for-alm-mra-and-d-for-mrd.html



just a contemplation i had after catching up with Ajeng yesterday. of all our conversation, there's this one thing that sticks in my mind ever since. the story of her male friends who passed away a few weeks ago. when i asked her how he was, the first word that came out of her mouth was: baik banget (it seemed to me that, his kindness was so overwhelming that she was running out of words to describe the term). she then gave me some examples of every little things he did while he was alive. though i never met him personally, i had goosebumps when i was listening to her about his generosity. the way he treated -not only the girl he had a crush on, but- everyone he knows, was almost like listening to a biography of Lady Diana and her charities across the world. the fact that so many people came to his funeral and how his friends still memorize him in every occasion, were some living proofs of how his kindness has touched so many people's lives. okay, i'll try to elaborate him in words (forgive me if this looks so ordinary in my writing, but when you hear the story from his friend's description, you can really feel how much they missed him): he talked so politely to his friends, he defended his friends, he gave comforting hugs, he met you just to strike your hair, he did anything to protect his loved one from anything harm, he showed the world when he had a crush on a girl, he had this proper attitude before your parents, and when you asked him where did he come from, he would replied, "Alhamdulillah dari keluarga baik-baik." oh my god, i was speechless when i heard all of these. i wish i had met him when he was still alive, but i feel pretty fortunate just to have a chance to know him through words. i'm sure though, he did his part in this world, and now it's time for him to come back to where he belong, to heaven. may you rest in peace.