feelin low

it's like i wanna sing it, scream and shout

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

no one like..

let's sing..

Beautiful girls all over the world, I could be chasing
But my time would be wasted, they got nothing on you, baby
Nothing on you, baby
They might say hi, and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry, about what they say
'Cause they got nothing on you, baby
Nothing on you

Testimonials for Afid

Thanks to Laura. Nice words. Xoxo
http://cestlamademoiselle.blogspot.com/2010/05/for-alm-mra-and-d-for-mrd.html



just a contemplation i had after catching up with Ajeng yesterday. of all our conversation, there's this one thing that sticks in my mind ever since. the story of her male friends who passed away a few weeks ago. when i asked her how he was, the first word that came out of her mouth was: baik banget (it seemed to me that, his kindness was so overwhelming that she was running out of words to describe the term). she then gave me some examples of every little things he did while he was alive. though i never met him personally, i had goosebumps when i was listening to her about his generosity. the way he treated -not only the girl he had a crush on, but- everyone he knows, was almost like listening to a biography of Lady Diana and her charities across the world. the fact that so many people came to his funeral and how his friends still memorize him in every occasion, were some living proofs of how his kindness has touched so many people's lives. okay, i'll try to elaborate him in words (forgive me if this looks so ordinary in my writing, but when you hear the story from his friend's description, you can really feel how much they missed him): he talked so politely to his friends, he defended his friends, he gave comforting hugs, he met you just to strike your hair, he did anything to protect his loved one from anything harm, he showed the world when he had a crush on a girl, he had this proper attitude before your parents, and when you asked him where did he come from, he would replied, "Alhamdulillah dari keluarga baik-baik." oh my god, i was speechless when i heard all of these. i wish i had met him when he was still alive, but i feel pretty fortunate just to have a chance to know him through words. i'm sure though, he did his part in this world, and now it's time for him to come back to where he belong, to heaven. may you rest in peace.

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Hafid Habib
Ajeng. maaf terlebih dahulu .. ini yang merespon Ayahnya Hafied Habib.. terima kasih Ajeng selama ini telah berteman baik sama Hafied Habib, anak kami, terima kasih telah memberikan kebahagian padanya selama bergaul dengan Hafied,, terima kasih telah selalu mengingatnya.. semoga kita doakan dia damai disana.. ditempatkan di sorga pemilik segalanya.. dimaafkan segala kesalahannya dan kekhilafannya .. diteruma segala mala baiknya, kepada semua, ayah, teman teman dan yang lain. kami,, ayah dan Ibu hafied ingin selalu berhubungn dengan teman teman anak kami, Hafied, teman Ajeng dikala dia masih berada disisi kita.. jangan sungkan kalau ingin teeetap kontak dengan FB ini.. kami akan selalu mendengar dan membaca .We wiil see him. in the future .. I hope . Thank for your Kindness Ajeng.. kami keluarga akan selalu ingat namamu.. sosokmu dikala datang menjenguk Hafied saat terakhir masih di rumah sebelum dibawa ke makamnya.. Anggaplah kami Ayah dan Ibu Ajeng.. kami sangat gembira mempunyai anak seperti Ajeng.. Sekian Ayah Hafied.. Take care
5 hours ago

Ajeng Kuswiasih
Ayah Hafied, saya selalu doain Afid. Pasti dia udah bahagia disana. Dan dia tetap jaga kita semua disini. terutama keluarga. Maaf sebelum nya belum sempat ketemu Ayah dan Ibu Hafied. I wan to see him, karena sampai sekarang Afid belum mampir di mimpi Ajeng.
Nti jika ada kesempatan, saya main ke rumah. Terima kasiih. salam untuk keluarga :)
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if you are not JEALOUS , you are not in LOVE

Being jealous and having feelings of envy are normal to human nature. A little bit of jealousy combined with possessiveness is healthy, but if the same goes beyond control so much so that one of the partner feels suffocated in the relationship or one of the partner is constantly checking on the other, it can lead to a lot of social embarrassment.

How do you detect that you are jealous or over possessive? If you find yourself constantly wondering what the person is doing and not because you miss the other person but because you are jealous and feel that the partner may be with another man or woman, this kind of thought process will lead to suspicion, jealousy and can prove to be detrimental to a healthy relationship especially if you call up your partner several times in a day just to check where the other person is?

The first step in dealing with any kind of jealousy is to recognize that you or your partner is facing a problem of extreme jealousy. Firstly realize the fact that if your partner is a flirt or has actually been unfaithful, checking constantly on him or her is not really going to change them however if they have not done anything then it surely will annoy them and may make them feel suffocated.

Handling the issue of jealousy in a relationship with sensitivity and understanding can cause the feelings of jealousy to die a slow death and mutual trust and understanding in the relationship will grow leading to a happy and fulfilling relationship.

Dear Anien Cakedaayy

"Born on Monday,
Fair in face;
Born on Tuesday,
Full of God's grace;
Born on Wednesday,
Sour and sad;
Born on Thursday,
Merry and glad;
Born on Friday,
Worthily given;
Born on Saturday,
Work hard for your living;
Born on Sunday,
You will never know want." - Anonymous



Happy 22nd Birthday Sis

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.
-Donna Roberts

DISNEY's Fan Expo

http://www.cinematical.com/photos/d23-disneys-fan-expo/2276068/

MARVEL's DUBAI Theme Park - Concept Art

http://www.cinematical.com/photos/marvels-dubai-theme-park-concept-art/2494564/

ALICE in WOnderland, The Touring Exhibition

http://www.cinematical.com/photos/sdcc-alice-in-wonderland-the-touring-exhibition/2168595/

LDR

There's this guy
and I think he's perfect
the kind where
he catches your eye

He treats me right
says I'm the only one
I think about him every night
and everyday

I want to kiss him
and hug him
in the same room
away from them

There's just one problem
we need to hold on
he lives in Bali
I live in Jakarta

when true love is..

How do you know when your love is true and that you are not just fooling yourself? How do you know that you are not merely infatuated with each other? How do you know that this is a relationship that has lasting power? The truth is that these are only questions that can be answered with experience. It may take a few bad relationships before you know how to be in a good one. Another tip is to try to use your head before you get your heart involved. If it makes sense on paper, chances are it is a good decision. It is only when you ignore the warnings that your brain is giving you that you may get into trouble.

Source: Love Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/love/#ixzz0o5xvv7HE

Sayiing I LOVE YOU

Saying "I love you" is a hard thing to do. You might be worried if you are really expressing your truly feelings or if you are being pressured into it. Everyone has their own time when they think that it is appropriate to say I love you. There is no right or wrong time. However, it is hurtful when an individual makes himself vulnerable and says, I love you, and his words are not returned. Sometimes it may be a simple act of courtesy to return the sentiment. On the other hand you may be setting him up for false expectations about the potential for a relationship.

Source: Love Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/love/#ixzz0o5xUYZju

What I Love About You … © Nidhi

From his hug , to his touch , his kiss , his smile , his stare , his warmth ..I love everything about him ..


The sparkle in your eye,
The warmth of your skin.
Your breath on my neck,
That shakes me within.

The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair.
The naughtiness in your smile,
That strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,
Your body near mine.
The stroke of your touch,
That feeling inside.

The Compassion in your embrace.
The power in your face.
The beating of your heart.
That we may never part

The beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
It is for all these reasons and more,
Why I love you so much………..


Source: What I Love About You …, Romantic Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/love/poetry.asp?poem=19847#ixzz0o5x5tJU3

What is a brother's place in a family? To a younger brother or sister, he may be a guide to help traverse the complicated path of growing up. To an older brother, a little brother may be seen as a tag along and pain in the neck. As much as siblings squabble when they are young, this is not a sign that they do not love each other. Most siblings would lay down their life for each other. As children grow up they usually find it easier to get along and relate to each other in rewarding ways.

Source: Brother Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/brother-poems.asp#ixzz0o5ufiKpa

my partner

one of my best friend. Its Laura Harris.
Smart. kind-hearted. love to laugh out loud. good listener. mood booster. doctor soon to be. dancer. nice hair. tan skin tone
high-quality-single